Divining
My great-grandfather was very
young when he arrived in England
from a very small town in the Canadian prairies. He was very old when he told
me this story and he only told me then because
he’d discovered my secret. His secret, too.
He was on his
way to York for
training with the Canadian contingent just before the war. When he arrived,
they measured him for a uniform and sent him along to a small room in a dingy
hallway in the back of the building. He wondered about that, he said, because
only he and one other boy stood outside the closed door.
They waited a
few minutes then an elderly man with a shock of still red hair and a Yorkshire accent he could hardly understand shepherded
them into a room filled with… well, he said, filled with everything you could
imagine. Books on every subject in the world – geography, geometry, gems and
grammaries. There were odd little objects stuck in between the books, and even
odder items hung from the ceiling. A crow sat on the windowsill and watched him
with his beady little eyes.
And then the
elderly man started asking questions. The other boy was obviously a farmer and
the questions obviously made him uncomfortable. Do you have a well on your farm? How did your family find that well? Do
you have a tradition of dowsing or divining in your family? The other boy
was dismissed. His answers were all shrugs or noes.
But he, my great-grandfather
said, answered yes to all of them. And then the red-haired man asked if he used
a rod and when he said yes, he nodded. You’ll
go to this new unit, he said. It’s
experimental but…
"We used our
skills to ferret out mines and tunnels. There were only a few of us and we were
called sappers though that wasn’t what we did. We found mines or other
unexploded ordinances for the sappers. They wouldn’t waste us on defusing
things – they needed us." He smiled at me and said, people will need you, you
know. Your skills are useful.
No one had
ever said that to me before. No one had ever called me anything but weird or
witchy or creepy. To hear that from him, to hear his story, changed my life. Or at least my attitude to my
life and now, whenever I feel scared or worried or unhappy about the skill in
my hands, I think of his story and
his confidence in me and I carry on.
Kate
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